Im not sure why Im doing this I guess I feel the need get this off my chest. It’s not as easy as I thought it would be. I want to come clean but I also want to just keep quiet. I figured this would be a good way to cleanse my self of my past but in a weird way it turns me on just thinking about the things I have done and the things that have happened to me. Im going to have to put my thoughts in order and decide if I really want to put my experiences on the internet. I am married to a great guy and have two children, I have been told by my friend that this will be completely anonymous , however I am still a bit scared because if this truly got out , my life would be ruined. I will post soon.