I never did see that guy again. My way of life was torn in two, not only did I NOT live by the way of my parents but I now had a huge secret that MUST be kept a secret. I had to look my boyfriend and parents in the face everyday and pretend that I am still innocent and pure. Don’t get me wrong, I did sexual acts with my boyfriend, but there was no penetration, I was supposed to be saving that for him. I really for the life of me do not know why I did what I did, but it did not end there. Something inside of me is compelled by these naughty actions and I just can’t help myself.
I just turned 19 and got a new car for my birthday, it was a nice car for about 3 months when a car went through a stop sign and I smacked right into him. No one was badly hurt, but I needed to go to physical therapy for my neck. I picked the closest office to my house and went to my first appointment. I was called in quickly because I was a new patient and they told me to take off my shirt and bra and put on a gown. I was waiting for the therapist, when I heard a knock on the door and I said “come in”. Well I locked eyes with him and immediately got a shiver through my body. He looked like he was a bit older than me, maybe in his mid forties and not bad looking for an older guy. I was starting to get a little turned on, maybe it was because I was sitting on a doctors table with a good looking therapist standing in front of me while wearing a gown which was was rubbing against my nipples. I really don’t know why except for the fact that this setting was really turning me on.
He approached me and asked me where the pain was and I told him my neck and shoulders. He reached over and started to rub my neck and worked his way down to my shoulders, I began to blush and he laughed. He said ” are you comfortable with me touching you here “? and I said with a giggle ” yeah ” . He told me to relax, so I took a deep breath and closed my eyes and drifted away while he massaged my neck. He told me that I must have strained some tendons and that I have whiplash. I went back three times a week, we got along very well and I could feel the tension building up between us. I found myself masturbating to this scenario with thoughts of him taking me in his office, but I didn’t think this could happen. Bbl